Standing on the Shoulders of Giants 4: Taming the Imposter Within
I’ll start by saying that if you’re new to this blog series, I recommend starting here to get some context for this series.
Imposter syndrome. It's a pervasive phenomenon in the creative world, and the photography community, especially here in Toronto, is no exception. It's that nagging feeling of inadequacy, the fear that you're not good enough, a fraud waiting to be exposed. It can manifest as a reluctance to try new things, a hesitation to launch a business, or an aversion to sharing your work.
The good news is that imposter syndrome rarely reflects reality. Ironically, it often plagues the most intelligent, capable, and creative individuals. As a Toronto portrait photographer, I've encountered countless artists wrestling with these feelings, and I've certainly faced my own battles with self-doubt.
Imposter syndrome is that insidious voice whispering doubts and insecurities, convincing you that your success is a fluke. It's a preposterous notion, yet its emotional impact can be profound.
While imposter syndrome may never fully disappear, I've learned effective strategies to manage it and prevent it from hindering my creative growth. Here's how you, too, can overcome these feelings and flourish as a photographer:
1. Find Your Tribe
Surround yourself with a network of understanding photographers who offer encouragement and a safe space to share vulnerabilities without fear of judgment. Connecting with fellow artists who empathize with your struggles can be incredibly cathartic. Early in my career, I found photography classes, especially those designed for newer photographers, to be invaluable in building a support system with others facing similar challenges.
2. Shift Your Perspective on Perfection
Perfection is an elusive ideal. Striving for it relentlessly can lead to paralysis and hinder your creative development. Replace the adage "practice makes perfect" with "practice makes progress." Embrace the journey of continuous improvement, acknowledging that every step forward, no matter how small, contributes to your growth. To use a sports analogy, envision yourself on a football field striving for the endzone of "perfection." Each down moves you closer, but true perfection may always be just out of reach. Instead of fixating on the unattainable, look back and celebrate the yards you've gained.
3. Acknowledge and Celebrate Your Achievements
Develop a system for acknowledging and recording your accomplishments, no matter how seemingly insignificant. Create a digital folder to store positive feedback, client testimonials, awards, and publications. When self-doubt creeps in, revisit these tangible reminders of your progress to reaffirm your capabilities and combat those feelings of inadequacy. Personally, I find that reflecting on my own progress, even in recent work, is a powerful way to recognize my wins and stay motivated. You will always be your own worst critic, so take client feedback at face value. Clients will often be happier with the work than you might let yourself be, so enjoy any compliment that comes your way!
4. Embrace the Discomfort of Growth
Fear and excitement often evoke similar physiological responses. When faced with a daunting new project or opportunity, acknowledge the fear but push forward. Stepping outside your comfort zone is essential for creative growth. Don't be afraid to linger in moments of overwhelm or creative blocks. Trust that inspiration will return, and allow yourself the time and space to navigate those challenging periods.
5. Find Your Inspiration
Inspiration can come from a myriad of sources. Seek out books, workshops, online communities, or mentors that resonate with you and ignite your creative spark. Attend photography exhibitions, immerse yourself in nature, or explore different artistic mediums. The key is to remain curious and open to new experiences that fuel your passion for photography.
Unmasking the Imposter Phenomenon
Imposter syndrome is rampant in the creative world, and the photography community is no exception. While there's solace in knowing that many of us share this struggle, it's essential to understand the root causes of these feelings.
One common trigger is the feeling that we're missing some crucial piece of the puzzle. We observe other photographers who exude confidence, boast impressive websites, and attract seemingly perfect clients, and we wonder, "What's their secret?"
The reality is that these photographers have likely invested significant time and effort in building their businesses and honing their skills. They've developed efficient workflows, prioritized clear communication with clients, and cultivated a strong online presence. And yes, they may be grappling with their own insecurities, but they've learned to manage them effectively.
This realization is both liberating and empowering. It reminds us that we can actively combat imposter syndrome by taking concrete steps to improve our skills, streamline our businesses, and cultivate a confident mindset.
Navigating the Sea of Online Comparisons
The internet and social media have undeniably amplified the tendency to compare ourselves to others. We're constantly bombarded with images and videos, often curated to present an idealized version of reality. It's easy to fall into the trap of comparing our work to these carefully crafted portrayals and feeling inadequate.
Remember that what you see online is often a highlight reel, not the full picture. Every photographer, no matter how successful, has faced challenges and setbacks. Focus on your own journey, celebrate your progress, and avoid the trap of comparing your work to others. As Lanny and Erika Mann of Two Mann U wisely advise, "Take your work seriously, but not personally."
Rediscovering the Joy of Photography
When self-doubt overwhelms you, remember why you fell in love with photography in the first place. Most of us are drawn to this art form because of the joy of creation, the thrill of capturing a fleeting moment, and the satisfaction of learning and growing as artists. Don't let the pursuit of external validation overshadow the intrinsic rewards of photography.
